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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
11:28 pm - Yes, I'm blessing you with a post
It is currently 11:28 p.m. Wednesday evening. I think my next day off is Tuesday, which should be thrilling. I'm tired but it's the kind of tired that you don't necessarily fall asleep to. I totally ended that sentence with a preposition. Let's re-work that.... I'm tired but it's not the kind of tired to which one necessarily falls asleep. Eh. Je suis fatigue. Fatty gay. oy. huggles. In any event. We have the a/c on however it does not seem that cold in here. I'm wondering if Joel left a window open. I checked them all earlier, but you never know. Yawn. I am in love with reality tv. I am also in love with lists. Top kid stars has become addictive. Also, I may have some bad news to report... I think I may need to work until 10 this upcoming Monday for the season finale of the Inferno. What's a girl to do?? I mean granted it will be replayed roughly 83 times within the week, but I need the quick fix. My typing has become atrocious, I have had to backspace roughly 12.7 million times already. You know what actually puts me to sleep? The sound of screaming babies/kids. I have found that when there are screaming kids around... too young to make anything comprehensible - I always find my self getting that sleepy feeling. The same feeling that you get when someone is playing with your hair. I'm sure this makes me odd and only attests to the fact that I would be a terrible mother as I would probably fall asleep when my kid is screaming. Today I walked the entire Valley Forge Park. Roughly 6 miles woo! Well I'm a beat little girl (ok let's not kid ourselves fatty) I'm off to bed.

current mood: tired

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Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
6:11 pm - deathhhh
I am dying. My teeth do not hurt anymore, it's just the constant taste of blood trickling down my throat making me ungodly nauseous. I don't even know hot to spell that word. what the hell. I just put some gause in my mouth, but almost threw up in the process. ew. i'm fucking gross. i can't take it. someone kill me. now. 5 minutes ago rather. ew ew ew ew ew w we weor wafjkewre i hate feeling like i'm going to throw up.death death death~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate life.

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Monday, May 10th, 2004
12:36 am - so i'll wait for you
I'm "updating". I just took a quiz and guess what emotion I'm fueled by? Yes I could have copied and pasted - but it just so happens I don't care enough to do so. Why? because I'm fueled by apathy. Ain't that the truth. I am in love with the "vanilla bean" candle by Henri Bendell. I will be able to see my grades on the 13th. Let's hope le final de français didn't suck too much. I should be in bed. I hate 2 jobs. I pass this one house on the way to school. Apparently it is for rent, so I think I will try and call the number and see how much the rent would be. It's a cute little house - and I would have a yard. The only thing that sort of sucks is that it is closer to school and not to work. And work is my 2nd home. so it is just easier to be closer to the 2nd home. speaking of home... I don't think I'll ever see Danielsville again. I guess when I give availability I should say - I want this to be part time, not full time. Not 5 days a week. no. no. no. I don't know why I like the smell of vanilla so much lately? only certain vanilla things though. I think i'm gonna go to sleep. god i'm interesting.


"so i'll wait for you like I always would"

current mood: apathetic

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Thursday, October 16th, 2003
12:36 am - I RULE

What Flavour Are You? I am Chocolate Flavoured.I am Chocolate Flavoured.


I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

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Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
12:46 am
synesthia
Magic Number21
JobSinger
PersonalityVicarious
TemperamentWhat You Lookin' At?
SexualStraight
Likely To WinThe Wrath Of My Peers
Me - In A WordChinny
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack




and in other news...


Happy Deathday!
Your name:synesthia
You will die on:Sunday, January 9, 2022
You will die of:Gunshot
Username:
Created by Quill

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Sunday, June 15th, 2003
8:11 pm

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12:36 pm
So, A+ for weekends off. I seriously have been putting way too many miles on my car (like 120 a day). I need to move and I've finally been putting my apartment findings into some sort of organized order, but now i have to call them and go look at them.... ugh. Now accepting applications for the position of coming with me to Philly to see if I'm gonna live in a ghetto! Don't all jump at once.

In other news, this weekend has been great. Thursday I worked and then drove home in a down pour causing me to go roughly 40 mph on the turnpike, which is basically cutting my usual speed in half, what the crap is that?? Then a bunch of us went to stonewall, which was quite the time. Then out to city view because I really only had a turkey sandwich all day.... Friday I layed around until around 2 - went shopping at Ny and Co. (55 % off, how could i pass it up??) Then went swimsuit shopping. Big thanks to Nicole B. fo enduring that horrific experience - I did, however, end the day by purcahsing 2 cute ass bathing suits. We then rented Adaptation, but my spectacular eye shutting abilites kicked it into high gear and I ended up sleeping through half of it - though the parts I saw were excellent, I swear. Saturday I stayed in my pj's until 530. I finally called George back and we decided to go hiking. He then took me to dinner and I dropped him off at his car. I hung out with Nicole B for a bit and watched Bridget Jone's Diary (aka the best movie ever). This morning I went with my dad to go pick up chairs that I should probably clean off sometime today. I watched some of I Love 82 while boxing. Dear lord my life is exciting and fun filled. or not. either way... oh well.

"Can you look me in the eye, and tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face, or have I been erased?
Are you happy now?"

current mood: happy

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Monday, April 28th, 2003
11:39 pm
So my life consists of wooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrk F- it all. In other news, tomorrow I close at work, and then Wednesday I work from like 930 - 11 and then Mary and I are gonna go surprise Karen at King of Prussia and make her eat lunch with us. Tonite was a good night that consisted of compliments and people asking me if I had a significant other so that they knew if they could talk to me. Yay good Karma. Also, Wednesday night is Counting Crows. Then Thursday it's work at NY and CO. and possibly giving blood? we'll have to see what time the blood bank is open. Which reminds me that I need to take iron tonite. Ohhhh they're open till 8, which means Karen, and myself will go give blood on Thursday... well Karen will give.. I'll attempt. I suppose time for bed to wake up early and "run" with Marci. Take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"So many songs we forgot to play" (that's my favorite part)

current mood: happy

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Friday, April 4th, 2003
9:22 pm - blah
Just recently got home from driving back from boston. well, being the best passenger i could be. it was tolerable and i enjoy when people can deal with silence and not try to fill it in with inane comments about things that people really don't want to talk about. thank you duane's mom for being as such, it made the drive enjoyable. currently i just got finished bathing and i'm wondering if nicole is going to call me tonite to pick her up, as she is at a formal and drinking, or at least that's the rumour. so, i am alone. and listening to sad music... don't quite know what's wrong with me. maybe i'll check the movie listings and see if one starts at like 10 that i want to see... either that or make supper (beef jerky and skittles on the road do not constitute as a dinner, at least in my opinion) to the 3 of you that read this, have a superb day.

"twelve bars behind us, twelve bars to go
bottles of beer lined up in a row
one for each hour that you didn't show"

current mood: blah

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Friday, March 14th, 2003
11:27 pm - blah
Friday. night. alone. doing nothing. so i really don't mind the alone part because - hey why not. However, i do actually have the engery of a turtle with no legs. i am so f-ing lazy. oh well. i'm excited i am getting a car - yay. i was originially supposed to get it tomorrow (saturday) but since i'm having them fix a few things it will be a little later. blah. i'm going to miss the lumina. what are you gonna do? This was originally supposed to be my weekend off - however now it is not the case. I work on saturday - still have off of Sunday (minus the store meeting) but at least now my weekend off will be uninterrupted with a store meeting. well that's it, life's great, byebye.

current mood: tired

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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
12:09 am - like he's got my number - like he thinks it's his
so blah. basically. i went looking for a car today. after everyone basically told me to get a honda, i figured it might be the best bet. i really only went to 2 places. the first place i found a cute kia rio - 2001, 27,000 miles, for 6995. Another place there was a 97 (maybe) mazda protege for 5700 - with 55,000 miles on it or something like that, but at that place the guys were dicks). I called one guy - he had a kia sephia for 2,000 with 107,000 mile son it - 1997 but it's stick which i currently do not know how to drive... and some people say it's fun - other people say it's a pain in the ass. soooooo, basically, i'm frustrated. the kia rio, is damn cute and my absolute favorite color... but it seems like no one knows anything about kias because they just recently came out. lovely. someone just find a car for me. thank you. goodnight.

current mood: frustrated

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Thursday, March 6th, 2003
11:35 pm - update
I got the same email as you andrea.... only i didn't copy and paste it into my journal and try to pass it as an update.

oh no you di in't. yeah i did

in any event i am curently sitting here waiting for my time to end so i can rinse out my mouth of the horrors that crest whitening strips leave behind (sticky gross peroxide tasting residue - yum)

i worked open to close, and it was as fun as shoving rusting knives into my eyeballs. yeah you're jealous.

i think that's it....

have a good night.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
11:21 pm - borders
updating

ford concorde? no contour.

i stole your post, andrea! ha.

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Saturday, February 22nd, 2003
12:36 am
and in closing

my eyes bring nothin
but beauty darlin
i can you see waving
and i just want to smile
cause you and i,
honey we're further than an island apart
something even a postcard could not mend
and it's so funny
you think everyime i splash in the water
i'm coming back, but --
i'm just beginning to have fun.

current mood: apathetic

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Tuesday, April 9th, 2002
1:16 am
Sometimes it's nothing.

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Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
12:24 am - There is fiction in the space between you - and me...
you are so painfully
not
an image
of the past,
represented.
clear and definite
finite.
infinite.
i want to say
tu n'as pas mon coeur
anymore
so take that.
you don't even understand it
and you probably
won't bother to look it up
like you used to
but that's okay.
because if it's true
I wouldn't mind
Tu ne m'aime pas
anymore
C'est vrai, tu sais
Mais moi...
Si, tu n'a pas mon coeur,
Je ne t'aime pas.
Contradictions are all you know
Logic, true, valid
False, invalid
There's no means
of Communication anymore
besides synthetic words.

current mood: indifferent

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Saturday, February 16th, 2002
7:14 pm - If you don't, well, honey, then you don't...
It's a bit after seven and I'm freezing & sweating and doing all those cold-related things. I worked today from 8:30 until 5:30. What fun I tell you. I'm home alone and this seems to always be my life. Home alone... home... people are sleep... it's almost like living by myself... almost. My eyes keep watering for no apparent reason. Febrary has already passed its midpoint, which means March will soon be here... Time is so funny. Where I work, everything is measured in weeks... "Oh, I'm 18 weeks..." "I'm 26 weeks" You get an occasional person who measures time in months, but nothing beyond it. Never years, or vague amonts of time like "a while". Everything is so clear cut and precise, which makes time seem excrutiatingly slow, or painfully fast. I think I might take a nap...

"'Shoulda never started'
- Ain't that the way it always ends?"

current mood: sick

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Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
7:39 pm - You can take it as a lesson learned...
I told Andrea I'd update for here. Especially for her. This weekend was alright. Hung out with Sara and random people on Friday night... Saturday I hung out with Nicole and my sister. Nicole and I went to the used cd and bookstore and got some new cds. My sister got me a cd player for my car for my birthday, so that's fun. Then Nicole, my sister and myself went and saw I am Sam which was great. I hung out with Andrea later on, which was fun. Today I hung around, did homework and went to Pizza Hut with Brandi and Marci. I'm pretty much feeling happy right now, and I don't know why... School is going okay, I have a job, and life is just pretty good right now. I'm debating on whether I should straighten up my room.... sounds interesting enough, so I think I just might go and do that...

"I remember how you walked away
Even when I tried to call your name
See, at first I didn't understand
But now you're lookin like a lonely man..."

current mood: energetic

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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
1:25 pm - schooooooooool
I am at school. I thought I'd be productive and work on some stuff for my online classes, but for the one I don't have the book with me which poses a problem, and the other one I just don't have motivation for at the moment. My nose is rutzy. My creative writing assignment is write a short essay beginning with the lines "The past is a foreign country; they do things differently there." Blah. I don't feel like going there right now. I do feel, however, like having some reese's peanut cup pretty darn soon. I'm listening to Dimbodius right now. They somehow concocted all of the computers I've tried to use in this lab to redirect the AOL instant messenger page to the Northampton home page. God Bless them. I guess it's to prevent procrastinating, but it's still bull. I do my best work when I'm being distracted by other people. I left my keys here last night, what a shocker. I always lose my keys or leave them random places. Okay, I think I'm going to go now..................

"In a moment of regret, I almost gave it all away..."

current mood: apathetic

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Friday, January 4th, 2002
10:28 am - there you are right there in the meantime
For the past few days I've felt pretty much like crap. New Years Evewas good, I had lots of fun - ended up in NJ, only due to a time restriction - but it was fun nonetheless. New Years day, though - gosh I haven't felt that bad since last year at this time. I really just felt I had no right just existing. The day after New Years wasn't all that much better - it was more or less a daze during which I spent most of my time not paying attention to a whole lot. Yesterday though, I got to talk to my friend Melissa from Rhode Island. Melissa used to work with me at the coffee shop while she was down in PA doing internships. I haven't talked to her... in probably a bit over a year or so. And in that year slot, we maybe sent each other one email. So, while at work I went through my phone list and decided that I should call someone because it was extremely slow. I went through half of the alphabet and I saw Melissa, so I called her. I am so amazingly glad I did. I forgot how great she was. I did nothing but smile the whole time we talked. She's an amazingly intelligent, positive, and fun person. I guess it was just one of those nights where I felt truly grateful to have a certain person in my life. I'm grateful for all of my friends, but I guess last night I just needed to hear her. I hope everyone has a feeling like that every once in a while.

On a completely different note, I got my grades today. And all I have to say (which I've told my sister) is that I'm so sick of the "I'm busy" excuse for people not to keep in touch ALL semester. It's a bunch of crap! I had 16 credits, worked anywhere between 20 - 50 hours a week, and yet I managed to attempt to call random people at least once every 2 weeks, and I still got a 4.0. So I'm not going to listen to that anymore. I don't think it's that hard to show someone that you're thinking about them, or that you care. Which actually brings me to another point. People are dumb. I am a firm believer that it doesn't take much to show someone that you care, or that you're thinking about them. Usually it's not all that hard to sow your support for a person if they have this particular thing they're into. If it doesn't take much, then why not do it? Because people get psychotic. People get these crazed ideas that you must be obsessed and in love with them, or something around those realms. Why can't people just be nice anymore, and just be doing something because they *care* about you and are not *in love* with you? I'm not saying that I'm this almighty saint who does so much for other people. I'm just saying that sometimes I enjoy doing nice things for people and they take it the wrong way. I know it happens to other people, but it just gets a bit frustrating here and there. Anyway, time to get a shower and all that...

"I don't want to play for you anymore
Show me what you can do
Tell me what are you here for
I want my old friends
I want my old face
I want my old mind
Fuck this time and place"

current mood: accomplished

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